wat's life about?

i dunno wat's wrong but is just like the world is spinning around you... but yet i seem to stay stagnant at where i am... not moving together wif the world... well... it's out of a sudden that i hav this feeling and it dun feel good... haiz... after reading someone's blog... it seems even worse... sometimes i get so fed up wif myself... dunno wat the hell is going on... wanna get things done but yet can't... need more Vit M, need more Vit C&C... need alot of all these... but where can i get it... they r not within my means... i can't give them to me myself... and less of Vit N pls... i had enough of it...

sometimes will feel that the world is leaving me behind... hard to catch up... i know there are alot ppl out there in this world who are worse off than me... so i gotta tell myself... brace up... u're alot better than at least half the world out there...

den did i become so pessimistic? haiz..all bcos of a sentence that yuan juz said... then made me think..den became moody... den felt sad... den all the pessimistic thoughts entered and invaded me... no!! i cannot be like this... i wanna be a happy gal... no sad sad stuff in my life... well... at least i can suppress them down... until they become fossils of my heart...

i like to be happy... well who doesn't rite... but i wan my frens to be happy too... i dun like to see them sad or moody... dat's probably y i dun like to be moody cos will spoil ppl's mood aso... okok... i will cheer up... no more sadness... ya... got photos to upload... will try to get them uploaded for u all to see la...

1.20pm on 30th August 2006...

P/S: Happy 27th Birthday,kor!! =)