Saturday, September 02, 2006

happy?sad?disappointed?angry?

well... results r out... yes... out already... i remember michelle calling me on thurs noon... informing me that results will be out in the evening... omg... my heart almost stopped... i din expect that they'll be out so early... den i started smsing my frens to tell them...and everyone start to feel panicky... ya.. me too... dun dare to see dun wish to know... cos it's juz too scary... for the past 2 years... my results disappointed me to much... i can't take another blow again... esp is final year! and i took 6 modules! dat's half of the whole 3 years okay...

ppl always say can one la... but i was the one who took the papers... so i know how jialat it is... but when results out,i couldn't believe myself... i guess alot of my frens too... cos my results for the past 2 years are damn lousy... but human are greedy creatures aren't they... those who got 2nd lower will say if only i work harder i could hav gotten 2nd upper... if only...and those who work hard and yet got 2nd lower as well are definitely disappointed... and those who worked even harder and got 2nd upper... are angry too... who wun... it's juz that few stupid marks and yet it will make a difference in our lives...

juz wanna tell u all... since we can't do anything to change it... let's face it... i know it's tough... but be glad everything is over... if we keep hanging onto it... we'll be stuck there... nothing goes on..and it isn't going to do us any good... for those who are still working hard,jiayou... miracles do happen... trust me...

k k... i going to sleep le.. i reckon my body is gonna ache again when i wake up tmr... cos of the gym session we had... haha... but the dinner was a hell lot of sin sia... nevertheless, i enjoyed it... keke... i love going gym seesions wif u guys... cos it made me guilty for not doing anything n for fooling ard... seeing u guys working hard i aso worked... tiring but enjoyable! okay..bfast @8am... followed by massage session den lunch.... den maybe follow sis-in-law for gown fitting ...packed day ah...den nite time...aiyoh... hopefully my body dun ache so much la... my knees alr start to give me probs liao... time to sleep!!!

12.51am on 2nd Sept 2006...

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