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this was extracted from my younger bro's blog.... it was written on wednesday...

"when everything starts to look good, the BIG bad news came... Its just too sudden. Just when my family is begining to communicate after so long, everything is about to change.
Yesterday, the doctor wants to see the family, at first, I tot its nothing much. but den, after that, I realise its much worse. Things dun look good. Doctor says there is only a few months left but we just have to pretend everything is ok. Had a family dinner last nite. the whole family enjoying the buffet and laughing. But we know that deep in our heart, everyone has a heavy heart. We just wan him to be happy, just wan to spend time with him while we can. Hope that we will be strong and things are able to change for the better.
To everyone out there, there is a saying, "treasure and love the one u love when they are around. if you dun, when they are gone, u will regret it." many ppl simply dun care abt this. But listen to me, its true. Dun wait till its too late before you start to appreciate. Life is very precious."

i guess this is very true to the whole family except my mum cos we haven't told her the news... haiz.. dunno how to break it to her either... for me and my brothers... we are finally starting to work... tryin our best to provide for the family.. at least my 2 bros started working for some time alr and theirs is a stable income.. for me,i juz started only..and there's alot more to be done b4 i can provide for my parents... i have many dreams... one impt is to bring my parents on a holiday w/o worrying abt all the costs... but den this is to happen... dunno when i can fulfil this dream...................

3.09pm on 1st Oct 2006...