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i know i haven't been updating my blog in ages... everytime i wanna update i have no idea wat i should write down... my mind is whirling ard and nothing is coming out of it... after all that has happened.. i realised sometimes i live in the world of daze... i can juz daze there whole day long.. not doing anything.. many a times i wanna pack my room... but always end up sitting by my bed dazing..

well.. but since evrything is over we should not dwell on it.. cos it isn't gonna make things better... most of the times..i force myself not to think of it... cos whenever i think,i will be sad and tears will flow.. i dun wish to be sad and i dun wan to be sad.. i wan to be happy.. be the ever shining sunny ger... haha.. i still am... so i chose not to think of it...

well..life still goes om..we sdtill have to work and eat and rest.. working at advisors' clique is wonderful... it made me realise who ur real frens are.. who are the ppl who stay by ur side whenever u r down.. whenever u wan to talk to someone regardless of happy stuff and sad stuff, u know they are there for u... u guys know who u r.. those who fall out of the category.. i'm sorry.. cos u have let me down... i treasure u as my fren but u did not...

arghh..
let's not tlk abt it anymore.. it's spoiling my mood... i dun think of ppl who make my life sad.. i think of those who make me happy.. and it feels great to have known them!! like my collegues.. haha.. they really make my work feel like a breeze.. esp Miss Ang la.. forever making me laugh non-stop... like last nite... we were like 2 crazy gers in the office... haha... really having fun...

k k.. gotta go run errand for my mum alr.. cos i did smth stupid yesterday.. i went all the way to that ulu part of sin ming to submit some stuff.. end up? i reached there only to realise i left that impt document at home! how silly of me...haiz... so gotta go back there again today... waste time..

12.48pm on 28th Oct 2006...