To the land of paradise
everything has come to an end... all of us are begining to embrace life in a new look... nevertheless,i'm glad that daddy din have to suffer in his last few days... but it's kind of a sudden and i'm still tryin to accept the fact that he's not around anymore... at least now he's enjoying himself at the land of paradise...back to reality... it's work time once again... gotta work hard to provide for mummy and for myself... this is the path i chose so please do not attempt to do anything funny... i will get mad,trust me... i know is for my own good that u all try to advise me...but let me walk the path i want... i do not wish to be always listening to someone else and take the path i dislike... so for once,let me walk the way i want... okay...it's a sunday!! the rain has stopped so go out and enjoy the last few hrs of the weekend before monday comes again...1.15pm on 29th Oct 2006...
back from pulau aur...
the trip ended... it was fun... went snorkelling and fishing!! shiok... den partying thr the nite... the water was so clear... the place was great except that my room aircon spoil on the 2nd nite...was like sleepin in a suana!! 3rd nite no aircon still but at least it rained so weather not that hot... took alot alot of photos!! will upload them when i'm free.. but very bz these few days so please wait ya...everything was great and fun!!but den on the way back home... i received a call... not good news... all we can do now is to pray for miracles to happen... hoping he will be free from all sickness... 12.31pm on 13th Oct 2006...
Pulua Aur...here i come!!
hey hey... i'm going to pulau aur!! gonna leave in another 9-10 hrs' time... shiok... finally can go overseas after exams... haha... is a company trip... so it means there will be abit of work... and lots of play!! keke...yah... and there's no reception at all over there... so i remain uncontactable for 4 days... juz finish eeling's wedding... wow...she's so beautiful... while it's a once in a lifetime thing... so of cos la... but finish quite late.. we left only ard 11.45pm... so now i very tired liao... but i haven't pack my bag yet... so gonna go pack le... juz wanna update u guys b4 i leave la... enjoy ya weekend!! take care ya.. cos the PSI reading actually shot to over 100... and the view i see from my hse... everywhere is fogged.. the suntec n raffles area especially... cos they are very prominent from my hse... so everyone do take care!!12.45am on 8th Oct 2006...
mood=?????????????????
this was extracted from my younger bro's blog.... it was written on wednesday..."when everything starts to look good, the BIG bad news came... Its just too sudden. Just when my family is begining to communicate after so long, everything is about to change.
Yesterday, the doctor wants to see the family, at first, I tot its nothing much. but den, after that, I realise its much worse. Things dun look good. Doctor says there is only a few months left but we just have to pretend everything is ok. Had a family dinner last nite. the whole family enjoying the buffet and laughing. But we know that deep in our heart, everyone has a heavy heart. We just wan him to be happy, just wan to spend time with him while we can. Hope that we will be strong and things are able to change for the better.
To everyone out there, there is a saying, "treasure and love the one u love when they are around. if you dun, when they are gone, u will regret it." many ppl simply dun care abt this. But listen to me, its true. Dun wait till its too late before you start to appreciate. Life is very precious."i guess this is very true to the whole family except my mum cos we haven't told her the news... haiz.. dunno how to break it to her either... for me and my brothers... we are finally starting to work... tryin our best to provide for the family.. at least my 2 bros started working for some time alr and theirs is a stable income.. for me,i juz started only..and there's alot more to be done b4 i can provide for my parents... i have many dreams... one impt is to bring my parents on a holiday w/o worrying abt all the costs... but den this is to happen... dunno when i can fulfil this dream...................3.09pm on 1st Oct 2006...
